Saturday, July 12, 2008

Thought All the Grey Couds would End With Winter-NOT!






This has got to be 1 of the coolest,greyest,starts to summer in the sudbury area!But last yr all the berries were ruined due to so much rain as well!Junction creek is running pretty high,or so my observations tell me.(i ride a trial that runs paralel to junction creek all the time)So where is this global warming?Summer's have been cooler here,or so it seems to me anyways!it's only been above 30c 1 & july is half over already.Soon aug will be here & all it will do then is get cooler at nights!Wow summer has come & gone & i havent done a thing!I have been locked in depression ever since feb .Goin out to the grave tomorrow if its not raining too bad,going to try nways!!!Starting a Harm Reduction group at the Action Centre starting aug 14 at 6:30-7:30. I am hoping to atract those that R on methadone & anyone else that is trying to beat an addiction & would like to use the harm reduction protocol.I think its a needed service org here as well as the compassion club that is needed here in the sudbury region badly as we have the cancer treatment centre along with persons with a variety of illness's that marijuana aleviates or makes it easier !!!Pot needs to be legalized & taxed!!!We would then have FREE Healthcare,Education,for all as well as pay for defence,offence & any other fences that needed fixing!!!It would run the criminal element out of it & then the police could concentrate on the drugs that do the most harm-coke-crack-speed-extacy & the like.These are the real killers of our children,brothers,sisters,fathers,mothers,uncles & aunts,& sadly even grandparents as well!Hard drugs effects persons of every age,culture & creed as its not racist!It will drag any human soul down as far as it can suck it!Many lose this fight & OD or are institutionalized,suicides take many as well,as u get even more depressed once the high is gone & your busted yet again for the billionth time!The never ending circle,its so easy to get caught up in that BS lifestyle!I was 27 when i did my first hit of coke,& i knew immediately i was in big trouble!Sure enough it was along time caught up inside that world of disease & sickness & addiction .Enough to know how lucky i am to be clean 4 yrs today going on 5!I havent relapsed (knockin on wood) & this remains my biggest fear these days but i rarely think about that (useing drugs i mean)oh yes i still smoke weed to help with nasea & eating & it helps change my depression that has been so ever present of late!I miss my mom i know this,i called her everyday!I have not replaced that giant hole that i feel.But i keep my faith n GOD & Jesus Christ& the Holy Spirit!k folks remember PEACE N LOVE NOT WARS N WALLS EH!& PSS!SAFE SEX SAVES LIVES SO SAVE A LIFE TODAY!THE LIFE YOU SAVE COULD BE YOUR OWN IF YOUR SMART & USE A CONDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~