still lookin for mrs right!

Well,it seems that i couldnt find a girl for me at this hiv-aids international conference,and considering that there were 24,000 hiv+ peoples in attendence,i thought that this would be a good chance to meet "that somone special",ahhh well such is life i guess eh folks,but,if there are any hiv pos chicks that might read this,GET in TOUCH wit me eh!!!the sooner i can find a woman to give all my love to,then i can start to really enjoy life again ,instead of just trudging through it like i am now.I want to love and be loved again,to have and to hold,somone to share those beautifull sunsets with would definatly make life worth living again,I only hope i can do this while i am in good health.well visited with my grandmother who i havent seen in 10 years,we talked and prayed together,i then told her that 1)i had hiv,and 2)that i was charged with murder,aquitted due to self defence, but was now clean for 2 years ,on the methadone program and that i go around to schools group homes ,colledges and University's doing talks on living with hiv-aids ,harm reduction,safe sex,drugs,and how my faith in Jahova and Jesus brought ,me through all the shit that has happened to me in my life.so,all praise to GOD the father and his son Jesus Christ ,amen!well folks thats all for today i guess,i have to pack tomorrow and get ready to head home,well may GOD bless you all and keep ya's safe ,peace alol,and ps,can the USA please get their boys outta Iraq sooner rather then later?peace all!

just for today,trusting in the Lord and all is ok!

Well,my hometown has grown since the last time i was here,its still a pretty city,with alot of history.I seen my aunt and Uncle yesterday,Bob is now retired from being a guard at one of the pens,marg has developed kidney and liver troubles,and cant even garden anymore,it was her fav hobby and she has won awards on her veggies at fairs.I havent had to chance to visit with any of my cousins or other relatives and my bro is tryin to talk me into stayin around longer,buyt i have to get back and pay some bills.anyways i am in a good mood but feel tired out,well thats all for now folks,GOD bless and keep yous all safe and sound.peace to all men!safe sex saves lives,save a life today eh!

well just trying to live an ordinary lifestyle,and take 1 day at a time

http://joegoughsroom.spaces.live.com/PersonalSpace.aspx?_c02_owner=1 Well here i am today,saturday,aug 5/2006 and i am alive and well,but with no partner in my life,its rather boring and this here machine is the only thing keeping me sane enough to be on here ranting about having HIV and that Africa is going to need alot of help and fast,NOT weapons to kill each other,but food and programs to teach them skills,I have talked with one and he is now a friend,he says they do want handouts,they want a hand up,to be tought how to fish!farm! not giving them food just for today,they need to learnb how to live,read and right,add suntract,mulitply even!we must stop this crazy ride to drstruction that we are on,with Isreali's leading the way!we must stop this senceless vilence against our fellow man,we must love one another !or at least try too! or all is lost ,I have faith that my Lord and saviour will keep me safea nd sound,and even bring me a partner to love and cherish!GOD bless you all and keep you all safe!